Regret and embarrassment of sorts.

[jademermaid]

I hate when I reread things I post when I'm sad or upset. It makes me just want to delete them, but I'll try not to.



Positive things about this weekend:

I don't have to bust my ass with cleaning.

I don't have to cook as much food.

I don't have to fuss over decorating things as much as I was planning to.





Thanks for the kind comments, it's nice to know you care and understand.

Those of you that think I'm a religious fanatic or something: I look at these events as a historical and social event just as much as religious. I have no designs on converting or making anyone feel uncomfortable. If you feel that way, I promise, it is not intended. In true Roman fashion, a religious function is really just an excuse to party and eat food!

Comments

[alexisyael.livejournal.com]

Oh no, did your Neptune celebration get cancelled? (I'm behind on my FL). ((((hugs)))) I'm glad you're looking at the bright side, but that bites! Your events sound like a LOT of fun, and I'd be happy to join in, if we lived closer! Celebrating with people of other faiths is Good Friendship, in my book :D

[myrrhdusa.livejournal.com]

No, it's just going to be quite small, and I'm a bit disappointed.

[alexisyael.livejournal.com]

(I finally read that one... it wasn't too far back on my FL).

(((hugs))) I know how that is, to plan something and then not have many people show up. But, ime, the people who DO come tend to be very involved and in the end it feels like who was there was there for a reason, you know?

Still, I feel you. We have similar social needs/ anxieties/ issues, it sounds like.

[ex-tribalesq330.livejournal.com]

In true Heathen style, so are ours! Any excuse for a bit of a drink and party! Especially Yule... that travels on for 12 nights :D

[popfiend.livejournal.com]

It's your LJ, talk about what you need and want to.

And if we're your friends we should be here to listen.

I hope it all works out for you and you have my thoughts and prayers if you need/want them.

*HUG*

Be well.