I know that you totally understand. I am the largest dancer so often that I think sometimes that is my identifier- the fat girl, the girl with big boobies, whatever. I know that most large troupes nowadays have at least one plus gal, but do they always feel this way too? When we talk about costumes, I have to shoot down some things because they will make me look like a whale, even though I know they will look cute on the other ladies. You are lucky with ATS, traditional ATS costuming looks nice on every size, in my opinion.