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Mar. 30th, 2008
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Mar. 30th, 2008 01:51 pmYeah, you guys probably know by now when you see this icon, there's gonna be some whining.
Today is a very painful day. Arthur is clinging hard to my knees and back, as much as I'm trying to ignore him. I also started bleeding today, which makes everything sort of magnified and sharp. Today is also the day I need to do lots of housework, dishes and laundry and sweeping. The dishes are done, and I'm two loads in with the laundry, but the sweeping may or may not transpire at this point.
The only thing making me smile today is Lessa, she is so cute and funny that it's hard to be completely blue. She is doing well with going outside, and I think the idea is starting to make sense to her. She's not sure why I would want her to go out in the wet and cold to do her business, but she is doing it so far. Of course she is so small, there's a long way to go yet.
I didn't think I could care about a dog again the way I did for Bit, but I really am hopelessly in love with her. I almost feel guilty about it for some reason. It's been a long time since I've raised a puppy, for years all my dogs have been adult rescues. I've trained them and loved them, but this right now is the closest I think I can get to maternal. Sometimes I just curl up with her and feel unbelievably happy. Prince makes me smile, but Lessa makes me turn to mush. There you go.
Today is a very painful day. Arthur is clinging hard to my knees and back, as much as I'm trying to ignore him. I also started bleeding today, which makes everything sort of magnified and sharp. Today is also the day I need to do lots of housework, dishes and laundry and sweeping. The dishes are done, and I'm two loads in with the laundry, but the sweeping may or may not transpire at this point.
The only thing making me smile today is Lessa, she is so cute and funny that it's hard to be completely blue. She is doing well with going outside, and I think the idea is starting to make sense to her. She's not sure why I would want her to go out in the wet and cold to do her business, but she is doing it so far. Of course she is so small, there's a long way to go yet.
I didn't think I could care about a dog again the way I did for Bit, but I really am hopelessly in love with her. I almost feel guilty about it for some reason. It's been a long time since I've raised a puppy, for years all my dogs have been adult rescues. I've trained them and loved them, but this right now is the closest I think I can get to maternal. Sometimes I just curl up with her and feel unbelievably happy. Prince makes me smile, but Lessa makes me turn to mush. There you go.