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Today is my heavy day on my period. But I said that I was going to do at least 30 minutes of cardio every day for a month, so I got my ass up and put in a walking DVD. I chose Denise Austin walk, because I thought it might be more motivating since I hadn't done it before.

Oh, that perky little chipper chipmunk bitch was getting on my nerves, let me tell you! I really prefer Leslie Sansone, her routines are always very low impact. Denise's walk was okay at first, but then she starts hopping, and skipping, and then on the fat burning section, JOGGING! I mean, most folks pick up walking programs because they aren't able to jump around. She pissed me off, and I cursed her a whole lot, substituted all the hoppy bullshit she was doing with different steps, but I got through the time. Then I realized it was Thursday!

So I'm cramping and bleeding and I had to do my weight training. Man, did that suck! I was going to skip the crunches, but thought that I'd gotten that far, why cop out now? But hey, I made it through, and Corey did the weight stuff too. He is having trouble gripping the ten pound dumbell with his finger, so we need to get something in between over the weekend. And he has to fix his bike tire, and we can go bike riding.


Anyway, I'm proud of myself. This is the day I would normally make excuses and fall out of exercising. I have to remember that I can get through a short workout even though I really don't want to.

Orgasm.

Today I was thinking about orgasms. This makes today just like any other day, by the way.

When I get off, it's a grunty, bestial kind of thing...not feminine by any means. In fact I've been told I sound a little like a guy, but whatever. I've never been one to make dainty sounds about anything. I sneeze big, I talk loud and I come hard. It feels super good of course, while I'm getting off, but sometimes I wonder if I need to be loud and cuss like a sailor to get the full effect. I think that's definitely part of it.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I wondered today if one orgasm is quite like another. I've always read about the difference between clitoral and vaginal orgasms, but to be honest, I only like the clitoral ones. Maybe that's why I like oral sex so much, huh? I mean, not that I don't like a good poundy-poundy like anyone else, but I can drop the bomb in about 2 minutes on oral, while fucking...well, it feels good, but it doesn't have the same appeal.

So, vaginal or clitoral? Loud or soft?

and guys, does it scare you when a girl is loud? Or do you prefer a girly shudder and moan?

Honestly, I'm glad we live out in the country so I can be as loud as I like!